Family bonding

Hmmm... was browsing through the CD...

saw the photos taken during my grandmum birthday...

feel like posting up...

Our family and my cousins' family really treasure the family bonding and esp our grandmum...
Since we lost our grandpa in the year 2001 (when i was having my 'O' Level), we have been building our bonding stronger than the past years...

It was very sudden when my grandpa passed away... I was in my sleep when my mum told me the news.. I still thought she was joking with me...

Time flies... This Sun going Choa Chu Kang Cementry to pray my grandpa...

PS: Treasure your family, relatives and frens...

Propose

well.... my parents and younger bro were travelling to KL for 4 days...
No dinner was prepared. So got to 自己解決..!

Had dinner with my elder cousin at Takashimaya Tonkichi: http://www.pokkafood.com.sg/tonkichi/

We were chatting and she told me how her bf propose to her...

He propose three times before my cousin accepted his propose.

1st time > was watching movie

2nd time > was with a bunch of ppl

3rd time > was during his birthday

Best thing is that he asked my 2nd cousin, which kind of ring to buy.

And she answered: of course the "bigger" the better lah.

He bought a one carat diamond ring... my elder cousin was like OMG..

Did he got "keng" by the jewelry shop ppl a not? hahaz...

I couldn't help it and juz keep laughing away when she told me the propose story...

Was wondering to myself, how it feel when "he" going to propose..

Romance? i doubt so... coz he veri sotong de...!

this sentence came to my mind:

When a lady found the man she is going to marry, she will think of the future.

On the other hand, man will only think of the future when they got marry.

Read the above sentences when i was having my class at FTC..

I think it's true. wat about u?

Another fren of mine told me,

Some guys will fall in love becoz of sex,

Some guys fall in love but not becoz of sex.

He fall below the 2nd category..

His feel is tat its so difficult to find a person whom u really love

and the person also love u...

Wat u think?

Whicn category u fall into?

Ppl always want to find ideal bf or gf...

but he told me... there wont be those so call "ideal" bf or gf

when 2 person get together, u have to adapt and change for the person.

Coz u love the person.. agree?

It did happen to me, coz i trying to control my temper, stubborn and wildfulness

Conclusion: When times come, u will change naturally without even noticing....

KTV

Worked till quite late yesterday because of an email... N i only managed to 1 out of 10 flowcharts which i'm going to draw... Still need to think wat are the weakness in the control...

My cousin said yesterday if i dun go to KTV, i put aeroplane lol...

i'm so tired yesterday and tonight got class... i wonder how i going to tahan..

later i need to travel to Jalan Kayu... >_<

逃學威鳳

One of the Hong Kong Movie > 逃學威龍...

But i'm 逃學威鳳 > coz lady mah...

Today i'm skipping class to watch the last episode of 9 pm drama shown on Channel 8..

Anyway, my lecture is reading straight from the notes. haiz..

Thanks jieying for taking notes on my behalf... ^v^

- a lazy me -

我覺得自己越來越懶惰了....

這幾個月都沒什麼溫習課本... 就買衣服也懶... 不知道在干什麼...!

今年應該不會及格吧...!

我得加油唷...!

Travelling

Well.. travelling to Doha tmr morning 3.20am..

Go there for work with my "BOSS" (o_0)"

the temperture there so high > 40 to 48 degrees... i'm going to get sunburn there.. hahaz

- Condolences -

reading the sport news n came across the obituaries page.
saw one of the directors whom company was audited by me had passed away...
i was veri shocked n stunned.

i juz met him on 20 September 2006 n he passed away on 26 September 2006.
haiz... life is so short...

we muz learn to tresure everyday....

- n0t puRposLy -

already listen to my frens not to pick up quarrels unnecessary.
i already tried my veri best.
but we still quarrel!

yesterday, i was tickling him.
knew he scared of tickling but i still do it.
maybe i do overboard, he was angry.
so i stopped it, but he rested his face on bed.
nv turn back n look at me.

then i said, if he still dun look at me, i go home le.
when i took the keys, he came out from his room.
saying u r at fault, haven say sorry then u wan to run off.
everytime quarrel, u will turn away n wan me to console u even u r at fault.

wat i'm thinking is, if u realli understand the person u love, then there's no need to say sorry.
so i hug him n say sorry.
but he said tat my sorry not sincere. say so loud.
i told him my voice is always loud even saying sorrie.
n say y u cant change for me!

i was taken back by this sentence. i nv change for him!
he once told me to be myself. he love my character.
but he said that...
i was veri sad n hurt.

i nv change. then wat i'm doing all tis while. for fun?
i growing long hair as he say he like long hair ger.
he wans my hair to be black, i trying to grow my hair long n cut away the bleaching.
coz i dunno to waste money n dyed my hair black.
he wans me to eat vege > i trying to take le.
haing 3 meals a day > i'm doing le.
dun eat KFC > i trying also le.
knew his intention is gd. coz it's gd for my health.
wearing skirt to be more ladylike.
dun wear large size top > i'm trying le.
if all the while i'm doing is not for him, then i dunno wat to do le.
maybe for myself also.

trying to be more presentable when being with his frens.
trying to change myself to adapt to him.
changing needs time > n i trying le.

I once say to myself dun change becoz of anyone even though the person u love.
Coz if he realli loves u, he will accept ur positive n the most is ur negative.
i told him, i wont change for anyone.
but which ger will not change for thier bf.
i said it but i still changing.

he cant see it! sigh...
maybe its my fault.
he's such a nice guy n muz adapt to me (the wild ger)
how can he adapt to my life?

feeling so miserable, hurt n sad...... :(