- baCk -

came back on Tues evening.... So tired!

N noe wat! i'm SICK....

Oh Gosh.....

thought can had a good rest >>>>

In the end, i went to work in McDonalds the next dae....

Todae went for an interview at the Job Agency....

Then, went to banks to ask about the saving plans.....

hahaz

FINALLY > Alex had cleared his debts with my help!

So i had to work like "xiao" to earn back the $$$

N repay my buddy n mum...

Hope can find a job faster!

then can share my family expenses...

Cheers!!!

Frens i noe u all worried for me!

some may even sae i'm stoopid or fool

But

i juz couldnt bear to see my fren so helpless

- leAviNg -

hey frens >>> will be going to M'sia later......
it muz be veri enjoyable de

BUT
i feel so down lolz...
I realli Miss Him Like Crazy!

OMG.....

Anyway he wont call or sms....
Used to it liao!
Whenever he sae he will call or sms me back, he NEVER...
>_<

Dunno when will i be back lolz..... -_-"
If u all got anything, sms me at my second hp no ba!
9675.....

- missiNg soMeonE -

hmm.... nowadays have been missing him!

-_-"

oso dunno y...

hahaz

sat > going for interview lolz....

hope it's successful wor!

- 2 daEs moRe -

2 daes to go & it will be the end of my attachment!
hmm... been in HP for 5 months ~~~

There are times when i realli hate to go work!

esp during the holidays.... >_<

but no choice lah! haiz

I'm glad that i had a bunch of good colleagues ^^

Going to miss them

BUT

I managed to got their hp no. & Msn
wahaha....

Time to think of my future lol.....

- tiRed -

From sat till todae >>> feeling so tired!

When my supervisor asked me do something, i almost fell alseep!

OMG....

Tis week >>> most probably, i'll be working like siao!

HP - 8.30am to 5.30pm

Mac - 6.30pm to 11pm

My fren in need of $$$....

then i lend him lolz > coz i cant see him so helpless!

Still got $400 more... haiz.... -_-"

Juz borrow $50 from my buddy!

Think got to borrow again... faint*

I myself also not much left le!

cousin's wedding next mon >>> haven buy gift yet!

fren's wedding on Apr >>> bought gift liao (cost quite much)

Tis month bill comin liao....

haiz.... realli no $$$ le!

got to stay at home eat Maggi Mee lolz....

>_<

Serve me Rite!

- haNdpHones -

i wanna change my hp....
But realli had no idea wor!

even my E700A is choosen by my buddy > Isaac...
Tis time round is the same!
I ask him for advice

Attracted by tis 2 hp....


Z800i


A1000

- rUshiNg -

rush > rush > rush......

Got to finshed my report by thursday!

Coz going M'sia to attend my younger cousin wedding!

So headache abt my report!

Dunno whether can do well a not!

Tenses, Grammer, Presentation, Content, Overall!!!

CAN I SCORE FOR MY REPORT!

-_-"

Oh gosh! didnt even buy the wedding yet!

siao liao..... >_<

WORK!

wat should i do if i can't get into University!

OH MY GOD!

- sUpriseD -

went Boat Quay with frens > Leong & Alvin <

Last week not so packed... tis week dunno y so many ppl wor...

then, Leong n Alvin were drunk!
first time, i saw them like tat lolz..... BUT

Leong was more drunk...
he vomitted n so stubborn!

Dun wanna walked down the stairs! haiz.....

Leong was sent home by his two other frens

As for me, Alvin was to send me home! he seems awake lah!

but when he walked > -_-"

So i had to help him along lolz.....

By the time i reached home was 6am in the morning liao....

Coz he rested for abt 2hrs... (i also lazy n tired to walk lol) hahaz

First time, i saw him like tat! haiz....

so heart pain! coz everytime i'm the one who feeling down....

think he's alright liao! back to normal le... ^^

Jia You oOoo....

Juz checked my hp got sms a not >>> coz i accidentally switch to slient...

N didnt realize till now... >_<

I was HAPPY to receive MALCOLM sms....

He sms me around 8pm but i now (1am) then replied! haiz...

a few sms later >>> he sleeping liao...

Feel so great now!

coz i'm so headache, stress n busi with my final report!

Hope i can do well for the last report!

PRAY HARD

- fiNishing sooN -

hmm... yesterday was a busi day for me!

Coz my manager handed me a major project and got to complete it by todae!

Still got more lol... next week also wil be veri busi!

hahaz....

Wed went for the Alan Tam n Hacken Li Concert!

it's so great althought at times, i couldnt figure out wat they were talking... -_-"

The songs were veri nice! some i didnt even listened b4...

Alan Tam's voice so powerful! cant imagine lolz > somemore he quite old liao!

Hacken >>> most ppl shouted at him! veri popular wor!

dunno Alan Tam will be jealous a not...

wahaha~~~

Todae afternoon, my supervisor came n talked to me abt the extention!

hmm... my salary will still be $500 lolz...

But i not stayed lah! coz wanna to learn more stuffs....

main reason: becoz of $$$

Going to end attachment soon!

start missing the daes where i joke around with my colleagues!

Susie(part-time mum), Allen, Logan, Alfred,

Mona, Celine, Joanne

(they were my lunch kakis)

Ngak Koon, Eng Siong, Lynn & Hazel

(my finance dept)

Thanks for their "Zhi Dao"

haiz... having headache!

dunno wat to buy for them...

I'm lucky to be in tis dept coz compare to my frens

they liked veri busi lolz > got OT, some ppl there not gd! >_<

Nowadays, I begin to think a lot liao!
esp my FUTURE....

Now i'm going to had a saving account!
for my education (if possible), marriage (a big qns ?),
my Parents cum Bros
& my DREAM > BACKPACK ^^

Wat will I be in 5yrs time?

a business woman, an accountant, a MCD manager

or a mummy of 1 child liao...

last one not possible laH! -_-"

- waHaHa -

Todae i realli veri bo liao lolx...

Seat in the office whole day doing wallpapers! hahaz

N tis is the first time wor! coz usually i lazy to figure out all the problems! >_<

dunno y todae my mood so gd! i did abt 5 wallpapers ba... kekez

hmm.... how u all think?

Any comments >>>> .......

Yuppy! Todae is

Alan Tam & Hacken Lee 2005 concert!

Oh Gosh... i wanna go so much! but n $$$ lol....

Suprised >>> my fren called me to join him for the concert as his fren last min couldnt make it!

In the past, tis fren (Chun Kit) is my ENEMY lol... hahaz

Those pri n sec sch frens knew y lolx..........

Anywae i'm happy n excited when he sms mE!

Thanks pal...

4 n a half hr more to the concert! realli so exciting.....

- iDols -

mY jaPaN iDols > stiLL got mOre lolz ^^


mY koRean iDols > aBt tis laH

- a nEw mE -

hey guys.... its a brand new me again

ahahaha ^^

Previous post is a song by Britney Spears:
Stronger

Which is mE noW!
And to Everyone out there...
No matter wat, we muz be strong

Actually still mE lah! but i'm with smile n laughters!

Enjoying mY life as usual! hahaz....

Think i'm bit crazy!

hmm.... if i'm not cRazy > i won't be Miss Png lolz...

=LaLaLaLa=

Now taking photos of my colleagues wor!

hahaz.... too bad my manager went for meeting!

>_<

8 more DAES counting down lolz!

EVERYONE JIA YOU LOLz^^

- sTronGer -

hey, yeah
Hush, just stopThere’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

Come on, now
Oh, yeah

Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go

Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

song by Britney Spears

- bRanD nEw weeK -

sian aH....

mondae again > a brand new week!

bEEnEE....
it's time for u to "Zheng Zhuo Le"

STOP THINKING ABT HIM!

juz one guy onli mah! make u so jia lat!

U are a veri strong ger lolz... hmmm > am i? hahaz

My 2nd cousin, bEEliNg, patched back with her bf liao ^^

so HAPPY for her... coz the reason they broke off veri stoopid lolz!

Now waitin for my younger cousin, Clarise aka bEEwEi, to patch back with Mr Terrence lolz

Terrence muz jia you lol! We are supportin U lolz... ^^

As for me, i'm sick now! realli sick! haiz....

no mood to eat >>> wat i eat, i'll vomit! >_<

Attachment ending soon... I managed to get a job (but not confirm yet)

Coz haven go for interview and all sort of things!

Well guys >>> i dun think i'll be able to make it into Local Universtiy!

So i may take up ACCA ba! haiz.... a longer n more difficult road!

No matter wat >>> i wanna go oversea tis yr! coz too much things juz happen! wa piang!

N its only the first 3 months of the year! wats going wrong with my life!

Y cant i settle! i wish to settle down startin from poly life!

But everything goes wrong!

WHERE R U?

+++MY MR SOMEONE +++

I HAD ENOUGH OF TIS LIAO >_<

- hAppIness -

Went to KTV yesterdae to find Ah Qiang aka Victor with my cousin, bEEwEi, after my chinese birthdae celebration!

Finally, i got a chance to celebrate with my family.... ^^

Had an enjoyable nite last night with them... his frens were so funny n had veri gd voice wor...

Keep on crack jokes with us! tis helped me forgot wat had happened!

Thanks.... ^^

Todae woke up! back to normal life again...

As it goes: tmr will be better... hahaz

Well... my frens >>> dun worry laH!

I'll be fine after some daes

No matter wat life has to goes on!

Even i stuck there, the world will keep moving n will not wait for me...

RITE!!! ^^

I'll be back to my old self de!

With lots of smile n laughter.....

If not, u all will be bored without me.... kekez

I too proud liao rite! -_-"

- sOrriE -

Sorry my frens.... make all of u so worry for me
I'm always confident in watever i'm doing!
but when comes to relationship esp those tat i wanna treasure so much >>> the relationship will goes wrong.... -_-"

I realli dunno wat i had done tt irritaties him ba! i had done wat i should do! calling n sms him....
but no reply... haiz... feel like such a fool!

Alvin sae: i shouldnt always follow my heart... tats y i always get hurt! he also dun wish to see me get hurt!

No choice lah... i'm like tat de... but trying my best to brave le!

Yesterday, went pub drank quite much ba >>> actually also didnt realli drink lolz...
tears started to roll down... i also dunno y! gers are realli make of water! cried so easily!

I'm such a troublesome ger making so many ppl worried for me!

Sorry Alex >>> think u realli find me veri "ma fan" ba! u keep saying No but i think i am one lolz... >_<

Yesterday evening, he finally picked up the call! tt moment, i can sae i'm realli happy... he's my medicine ba > crazy rite! hahaz

- baCk -

oOoo... i'm back to normal lol... ^^

If its mine, it will nv run away!

think too much onli make me grow old faster... hahaz

To Carol.... realli thanks for ur concern!

everytime i got problem, u are there.... kekez

since u got read my blog >>> ask u hor!

u n Alex, how liao?

Once he called me, he sure ask: Where's Carol?

I ans till sian liao lolz.... ops ^^

To my buddies: I'm back with my smile...

still the same cheeful n playful me!

If i dun smile, all my lao po men will be bored to death liao!

3 cheers: HIP HIP HOORAY.... ^^

- Feeling saD -

Some ppl may sae i'm crazy ba! but i think its not!
Once got feeling >>> how can u denied it!
I'm feeling veri veri sad!

Coz Malcolm promised to sms but he nv!
still sae i MUZ reply his sms...
Feeling so down!

Yesterday i walked from Taka back to home!
Wanna relax n thinking y > y > y....
Thus, i walked to Boat Quay find Issac to take back camera...
Then, i so IDIOT n STUPID!
I shedded tears... Oh my god! wat for! -_-"

After a while, i went home!
Then, realli no mood lah!
So i called Alex... wanna to Fa Xie!
He sae: maybe Malcolm realli busi ba...
I also scared he's like Alex kana beated then landed in Hospital...

Later, we hang up then i went to bed...
So slept veri early...
Then, realli no mood lah!

Received sms from frens asking me to join them for a drink!
but didnt went lolz....

I kept waking up to see he got sms or call...
But NV NV NV.... >_<

Received Alex sms sae dun be sad....
Haiz... Realli feel like banging onto the wall

Dunno Malcolm will remember he date me on SAT a not...

A STUPID ger > mE <

Y everytime i wanna noe a person better...
N tis person can juz disappear like tat!

Forget it ba!
Maybe he's juz a passerby...

my qns is:
Will U appear again?

Understanding Life

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep?
When we cry?
When we imagine?
When we kiss?
This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird
and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,
we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE.

There are things that we never want to let go of,
people we never want to leave behind,
but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world,
it's the beginning of a new life.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and
those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him,
it's when he ignores you and still you long for him.
It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say,
"I'm happy for you."

If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again.
Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies,
you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand back up when they fall.

Somehow along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize there should never be regrets,
only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

A true friend understands when you say, I forgot,
waits forever when you say, just a minute, stays when you say leave me alone,
opens the door even before you knock and says can I come in?

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen
but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly.
Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever.

In love, very rarely do we win but when love is true, even if you lose,
you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone
not because that person has stopped loving us but because
we have found out that they'd be happier if we let go.

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available.
Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around. Best to wait for the
right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Sometimes THE ONE YOU LOVE TURNS OUT TO BE THE ONE WHO
HURTS YOU THE MOST, and sometimes the friend who takes
you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to
be the love you never knew you wanted.

If you really love someone, NEVER LET GO, don't
believe that letting go means that you love best,
instead fight for your love, that's what true love is.

Laugh to your heart's content;
you cannot go through life without it.

- aNgry n saD -

stoopid Malcolm

..............aRgh..............

yesterday promise to accompany me go Library after my work! he's the one saying: "I meet u at lucky plaza tmr at 7pm! then, i asked him >>> u sure! he sae sure!

In the end, i sms him after my lunch todae! he called back sae >>> i got meet u meh!

wa piang.... i was like huh >_<

U FORGOTTEN!

hate ppl to break thier promise! late i still can forgive... break promise then u prepared for the worst! make me so frustrated!

the next moment i juz switched off my hp!

But i'll still enjoy myself without his accompany!

- lolz -

Yesterday from morning till night, i feel so down >>> liked a walking corspe! >_<

Juz dunno y... even my colleagues noticed then asked me lots of questions.... coz usually i'm the noisiest... always chatting n make my colleagues laugh! ^^

I waited for Malcolm's call coz he promise to call! i waited, waited n waited.... BUT no reply! feel so sad! When i went to work at Mac >>> i didnt even have any smile on my face ~~~ my manager saw liao also headache! so they let me went home at 8.45pm....

Then, i juz lied on bed n played with my astro... soon after i fell asleep! i woke up at abt 11pm to check whether he called? but NO >_<

Suddenly, my hp rang! oh gosh, its him... i'm veri happy... but maybe i juz woke up... my voice a bit those sleepy de! Feel so great to hear his voice! am i missing him a lot >>> i also no idea!

Our conversations are on n off! coz he helping his frens to calculate something!

As he sae, i waited for 30mins then called him... by then, he was lying on the bed resting lolz... can heard from his voice, he's tired lolz...

BUT, i couldn't sleep! no choice... so he accompany me to chat!

Later on, he seems realli tired lah... so I initiated to end the conversation! He went to meet his Zhou Gong... N for me: I played with my astro n eventually fell asleep!

juz now told one of my fren, i miss him! then, she sae cannot tell the guy... If not, he will "yaya"
BUT i oreadi sae liao~~~ u all noe lah! i veri frank one oOoo...

some of u noe wat happen during my 2nd yr poly life ba... tat time i let a guy step into my world! but in the end... haiz >_<

so i closed my heart once again! will i let a guy step into my world again?
Its a big qns mark lolz...

- hmmm -

Such a tiring day for me! Been working till 10.30pm... i think compare to others mine is a small case ba... hahaz! Dunno whether to go work at Mac todae... >_<

Yesterday miss the TV report on Tsunami! haiz... I wanna watched it badly! anyone recorded?

Nv go for my lunch break todae coz dun feel like eating....

Called my fren juz now, he nv repay his debts yesterday >>> dunno how! feel so Gek Sim ar....

well... got to noe a guy by the name of Malcolm! Chatted on phone with him tis few days! he not bad lolz... N i always pull his leg n "diao his wei kou" >>> hahaz.... watsmore HE's a Liverpool Fan too! same as me! next time can chat abt Liv FC lolz....

hope to noe him better! dun be like last time.... i'll faint*

Frens out there >>> i know u all will worried for me (esp carol)... but i assured tat i wont make the same mistake again! ~~~

To: JunLing, Yali n MeiXian.... Thanks for ur wishes! i also hope i can find my Mr Right soon```

But "Ai Qing Shi Ke Yu Bu Ke Qiu De"

I'll have to wait patiently for him to appear! ^^

Tmr morning: Liverpool against Leverkusen >>> hope they will win ^^ n tat stupid SCV didnt show their match... >_<

- 5 Mar -

on my actual birthday, i celebrated with my 3 polyfrens n my 3 gd buddies ^^
*cArol* *yIng* *nAna* *CZ* *iSsac* *haryaNto*
We went to Crystal Jade for lunch, nv expect to had a birthdae cake!
same fate lah >>> got sabo by my buddies... then my face, hair, hand all got choco! >_<>Carol, Ying, Nana, Er Jie n FOO KIN ^^

And my buddies >>> well, nothing come from them! hahaz... anywhere used to it liao!
they always bought stuffs for me de! so its ok! BUT i still wan my 21st present hor... kekez

After tat, my buddies went to work...
Me n my frens went to watch movie: A Series of Unfortunate Events @ Tiong Bahru...
B4 tat, they came to my house n watched Constantine! >>> nv finished...

Hence, Nana went home after the show... 3 of us went to Boat Quay to had a boat ride!
n "shun bian" wait for my buddies to knock off!

Then, my frens went home! soon i n my buddies went to meet my cousins n their bfs...
N i got my 21 presents from them... i cried... coz veri happy! ^^

We went for supper at abt 12midnight...
At abt 1am, we went to Chocolate Bar! sian ah...
Then, my sis's bf's fren ask me to finished up "da" a small glass (dunno wat its call)
anyway i drank liao, my throat started to get itchy...
i n my youngest cousin went home abt 2.45am...

my 3 daes of celebration end le.... ^^

- 4 Mar -

Frens: 7 gers (including me) & 7 guys
Venue: Hans @ Upper Pickering Road
Cost $8.50 per person
Time: 6.30 pm at Chinatown MRT Control

oh gosh... i was late when i met up with my frens >>> somemore i lived so near lolz! >_<
then, we waited for one another till about 7pm... 6 gers went to Hans n waited for the others...
Soon after, everyone reached the place... we all had the western set dinner!
then we chatted n took photos after the food...
They suprised me with a birthday cake! oh dear... i was so Gan Dong at the same time Worried coz sure will kana SABO.....

Later, 2 gers went off first coz got another appointment!
Thus, the rest of us started to head of ways to Esplande for our own small fireworks...
We were liked small kids playing n jumping around, making so much noise!
till then, it was erm.... 10 plus!

Still early >>> started to crack our head to go way le!
haiz... such a big group then veri "mao dun" where to go!
later we parted at HEEREN... 4 of the gers went to KTV....
the other well... i dunno BUT heard they quarrelled >_<
feel so bad abt it!

JUZ WANNA SAE I REALLI ENJOYED THE PARTY!
the next birthdae ger is MEIXIAN lolz... waitin>>>>>

> fotos sessions <


*= gers rulz =*


blinked my eyes >_< alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v231/xiaolajiao/mY%20biRthDae/sabo.jpg">
*= kana SABO =* argh.... hahaz

- 3 Mar -

well.... tat day was my first celebration for my 21st birthday!
I was with my two primary school frens > Alvin n Leong <
We met up at 7.30pm n took cab to Jalan Sultan for dinner!
Venue of the dinner: Ah Mooi place
Cost of dinner: $70

3 of us ordered one steamboat fish soup n 4 dishes ^^
n we finished up the food! oh gosh >>> we are BIG EATERS!

After tat, we went to Bugis.... then Leong played two games!
i juz sat there >>> stone to death (kidding) hahaz

Hence, we crossed over the road to a small pub!
i liked the environment there! its veri relaxing (erm.... forgot the name of the pub)
and my two "veri" gd frens asked me to finished up a bottle of Heinkien, correct spelling?
siao liao lolz... *faint*
then, we juz chatted for the whole night >>> till abt 1am....

PS: nv took photos with them COZ they dun wan de....

- biRthDae pResEnts -

gifts from sec. sch frens


gift from poly frens


21 gifts from my cousin> bEEpING n her bf > steven


aLL mY gifts

tHanks mY fRens