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Yesterday from morning till night, i feel so down >>> liked a walking corspe! >_<

Juz dunno y... even my colleagues noticed then asked me lots of questions.... coz usually i'm the noisiest... always chatting n make my colleagues laugh! ^^

I waited for Malcolm's call coz he promise to call! i waited, waited n waited.... BUT no reply! feel so sad! When i went to work at Mac >>> i didnt even have any smile on my face ~~~ my manager saw liao also headache! so they let me went home at 8.45pm....

Then, i juz lied on bed n played with my astro... soon after i fell asleep! i woke up at abt 11pm to check whether he called? but NO >_<

Suddenly, my hp rang! oh gosh, its him... i'm veri happy... but maybe i juz woke up... my voice a bit those sleepy de! Feel so great to hear his voice! am i missing him a lot >>> i also no idea!

Our conversations are on n off! coz he helping his frens to calculate something!

As he sae, i waited for 30mins then called him... by then, he was lying on the bed resting lolz... can heard from his voice, he's tired lolz...

BUT, i couldn't sleep! no choice... so he accompany me to chat!

Later on, he seems realli tired lah... so I initiated to end the conversation! He went to meet his Zhou Gong... N for me: I played with my astro n eventually fell asleep!

juz now told one of my fren, i miss him! then, she sae cannot tell the guy... If not, he will "yaya"
BUT i oreadi sae liao~~~ u all noe lah! i veri frank one oOoo...

some of u noe wat happen during my 2nd yr poly life ba... tat time i let a guy step into my world! but in the end... haiz >_<

so i closed my heart once again! will i let a guy step into my world again?
Its a big qns mark lolz...