- Condolences -

reading the sport news n came across the obituaries page.
saw one of the directors whom company was audited by me had passed away...
i was veri shocked n stunned.

i juz met him on 20 September 2006 n he passed away on 26 September 2006.
haiz... life is so short...

we muz learn to tresure everyday....

- n0t puRposLy -

already listen to my frens not to pick up quarrels unnecessary.
i already tried my veri best.
but we still quarrel!

yesterday, i was tickling him.
knew he scared of tickling but i still do it.
maybe i do overboard, he was angry.
so i stopped it, but he rested his face on bed.
nv turn back n look at me.

then i said, if he still dun look at me, i go home le.
when i took the keys, he came out from his room.
saying u r at fault, haven say sorry then u wan to run off.
everytime quarrel, u will turn away n wan me to console u even u r at fault.

wat i'm thinking is, if u realli understand the person u love, then there's no need to say sorry.
so i hug him n say sorry.
but he said tat my sorry not sincere. say so loud.
i told him my voice is always loud even saying sorrie.
n say y u cant change for me!

i was taken back by this sentence. i nv change for him!
he once told me to be myself. he love my character.
but he said that...
i was veri sad n hurt.

i nv change. then wat i'm doing all tis while. for fun?
i growing long hair as he say he like long hair ger.
he wans my hair to be black, i trying to grow my hair long n cut away the bleaching.
coz i dunno to waste money n dyed my hair black.
he wans me to eat vege > i trying to take le.
haing 3 meals a day > i'm doing le.
dun eat KFC > i trying also le.
knew his intention is gd. coz it's gd for my health.
wearing skirt to be more ladylike.
dun wear large size top > i'm trying le.
if all the while i'm doing is not for him, then i dunno wat to do le.
maybe for myself also.

trying to be more presentable when being with his frens.
trying to change myself to adapt to him.
changing needs time > n i trying le.

I once say to myself dun change becoz of anyone even though the person u love.
Coz if he realli loves u, he will accept ur positive n the most is ur negative.
i told him, i wont change for anyone.
but which ger will not change for thier bf.
i said it but i still changing.

he cant see it! sigh...
maybe its my fault.
he's such a nice guy n muz adapt to me (the wild ger)
how can he adapt to my life?

feeling so miserable, hurt n sad...... :(

- too tiRing -

hmm... wat i always plan, always nv fullfiled!

Am i hoping too high... i dun realli think so...

I nv make things difficult for him n i always put him in my priority....
He sae dun feel like going out on wkends, i accompany him at home...

There r times when i'm bored wanna go out, he will accompany...
but he will sae, tats y i dun like to come out during wkends, so many ppl...

Always making sure he not tired!
if he's tired, i'll ask him rest....

Weekday:
After work, met up n went to Suntec....
have dinner then go scroll around!
later he sae he's tired, wanna go home!
i sae ok, then u take ur transport go home first....
i nv insisted he muz send me home!
becox of sending home, we quarrel...

Last Weekend:
Woke up early, bought breakfast for him...
Went to his house... Call him but no one ans...
Left the food outside his door n went library waited till he woke up...
I told him i'll go his house in the morning... i did inform him...
Did he forget???

Tis Weekend:
He had an appointment with his client (fren) for medical checkup...
I nv sae he cant go...
Noon, he msg me > he's at his parent's shop helping out...
Then i thought evening i go accompany him...
So i told my frens i'm not joining them at night...
He reply sae: i remember u telling me not to confirm with u anything when i'm not sure about my schedule so i don wan u to wait....
But in the first place he nv told me he's busi...
he onli told me he meeting a client in the morning
Wat i plan, gone to the drain again!!!

N we sae b4 i go work @ Mac on Sun then he go help his parents on the same day...
he forgot about it or i remember too hard...
Should i lessen my load by not remembering too much...
Maybe its gd for me... Memory too gd is not a good thing too....

Too tired to plan any outing with him le...

Am i over confident?

Am i holding on the kite too much?

Am i veri demanding?

Am I?

Where i am? i think he also dunno.......

Will he ever read tis? i doubt....

sobz.... :(

- Results -

Second qualifying round coming.....

Group A: Germany and Ecuador

Group B: England and Sweden

Group C: Argentina and Netherlands

Group D: Portugal and Mexico

Group E: Italy and Ghana

Group F: Brazil and Australia

Group G: Korea/France/Switzerland

Group H: Spain and Ukraine

- GOAL -

wahooo~~~!
Gerrard scored another goal for England.
Tat made it 2... hooray...

finally can see England played some soccer!
not like the past 2 matches > so relax... hahaz

Spain too... Get into the next round!
Fernando Torres... Score 3 goals for Spain oreadi!
More to go....

~~~ yeah yeah yeah ~~~

Gerrard Steven




Torres Fernando

- ops -

hahaz... now then know tat my last blogging is on 30 Mar 2006...
tats 3 months ago lolz... kekez

juz cleared my exam on 6 & 7 June 2006 > tink going to flung my law again... haiz...

todae i then found out my paid increase liao!.. hahaz
my colleague put in my drawer for days oreadi!... how blur am i!!!

juz read my fren's blog~~~ her boi broke off with her..! felt so sad!
thought she is happily with him > same like mE!!!
time flies, ur heart will heal de~~!

as for me >>>> hmmmm...
i'm enjoying his presence so much!
he (oJisan) meant so much to me!
hope he wont change his heart... coz i'm such a naughty ger!

I always disturbed him > but he always take it so seriously... then i'll start quarrelling with him...
he will juz listen to me nagged n nagged... arGhhh....
but the next day, we will be fine like nothing happen! (wierd~~~)

i know i'm unreasonable at times...
Thankfully, u are always so patient n caring... hehez
alamakz >>> i cannot take things for granted!

but i realli treasure ya! *hugs

- rAinIng -

oOoo....
todae raining heavily..!
same like ytd...

But ytd is afternoon, todae is evening.!
how am i going to class!!!
bag so heavy not taking umberalla~~~
>_<

siAn sIan siAn >_<

- siCk -

hmmm....
been sick for tis wk... was warded in SGH for one night!
had MC for 5 days...

thanks my oJisan for his care n love...
(1) accompanied me when i was visiting the doctor
(2) waited in the ward for the doctor to do a check up before i can eat
(3) had dinner with me @ 10.30pm
(4) came all the way from his office to SGH when i was discharged
(5) came to my house for dinner to make sure i'm alright
(6) came to my house in the morning to spread bread for my breakfast
(7) always called n sms to remind me to have my medicine

Becoz of him > i muz make sure i get well fast...

aH daR > u are the best despite ur busi schedules
u also squeezed time out to visit me...

tis wk u rushed here n there > Yi Ding Lei Huai Le~~!

Sunday > my time is URS!!!

- hAppiNess -

erm.... veri shocking news to some of my frens
coz i'm in a relationship now~~!

i enjoyed my time with him...
at times, i felt time flies fast whenever we are together...

> lian ai de gan jue he hao <
quite long nv got into a relationship feel tat i a bit toopid..!
hahaz...

got him 2 ties todae~~!
dunno he will like it!
coz my taste may be different from his
moreover i first time buy ties wor~~! kekez

time to work lolz ^.^

- eNjOyin liFe -

great~~! received a Liverpool Jersey from my bro....
realli nv expect tat man... n its with Gerrard name on it~~!
Love it so much~~!

last sat, went to isaac's place to play mahjong~~!
at first i lost, later on i'm the biggest winner...
wahahaz...

tis wk veri busi for me le wor!!!
Fri > going out with my buddies.. dunno wat do sia^^^
Sat > going out with my sec sch buddies.. going to eat n pub/KTV (dunno yet)

n of course is SUNDAY***
goin out with the "one"... kekez
then at night will meet another bunch of frens > hairdresser frens
whee~~!

for my poly frens > maybe going to celebrate belated with u all liao~~!
so sorry tis time round...

Tis yr didnt realli plan where to go!
everything squeeze together... haiz...

HOPE EVERYTHING GO WELL TIS WK~~!
CHEERS ^v^

- wEdding gown -

Updating >>> my cousin is getting married...
whee~~~!

n she asked me to be her bridemaid!
going to chose my gown with her also....

i'll take lots of photos on that day coz its the first time i'm wearing gown!
hahaz... think i a bit siao liao~~!

its time to go on diet! coz wanna look nice mah!

now i so happy n excited when she got married tat day...

wo xiang wo hui lie liu cheng he!!!!


sHe's the bride... pretty n chubby rite~~!

- yUppY -

2nd entry of the new year~~~!

well.... been busi ???
not realli lah!

ppl auditor, i also auditor!
ppl busi, i so free~~~ hahaz

but my busi time is here liao!!!!
got to complete 2 company audit in 1 wk....

next wk i'll be veri veri the busi!!!


my cousin's son >>> so Kawaii~~~

- mExiaN's wEddiN -

Time flies~~!
my sec sch fren got married liao.....
received her invitation card juz 2 or 3 wks before 1st Jan....
so fast 1 Jan 06 passed liao.....

almost in tears when saw her wedding photos....
she was so xing fu~~! at the age of 21, already married liao...
wishing her all the best in her new stage in life....


+ mEixiaN & her hUbby "Frankie" +


+taken after the weddin dinner +