- too tiRing -

hmm... wat i always plan, always nv fullfiled!

Am i hoping too high... i dun realli think so...

I nv make things difficult for him n i always put him in my priority....
He sae dun feel like going out on wkends, i accompany him at home...

There r times when i'm bored wanna go out, he will accompany...
but he will sae, tats y i dun like to come out during wkends, so many ppl...

Always making sure he not tired!
if he's tired, i'll ask him rest....

Weekday:
After work, met up n went to Suntec....
have dinner then go scroll around!
later he sae he's tired, wanna go home!
i sae ok, then u take ur transport go home first....
i nv insisted he muz send me home!
becox of sending home, we quarrel...

Last Weekend:
Woke up early, bought breakfast for him...
Went to his house... Call him but no one ans...
Left the food outside his door n went library waited till he woke up...
I told him i'll go his house in the morning... i did inform him...
Did he forget???

Tis Weekend:
He had an appointment with his client (fren) for medical checkup...
I nv sae he cant go...
Noon, he msg me > he's at his parent's shop helping out...
Then i thought evening i go accompany him...
So i told my frens i'm not joining them at night...
He reply sae: i remember u telling me not to confirm with u anything when i'm not sure about my schedule so i don wan u to wait....
But in the first place he nv told me he's busi...
he onli told me he meeting a client in the morning
Wat i plan, gone to the drain again!!!

N we sae b4 i go work @ Mac on Sun then he go help his parents on the same day...
he forgot about it or i remember too hard...
Should i lessen my load by not remembering too much...
Maybe its gd for me... Memory too gd is not a good thing too....

Too tired to plan any outing with him le...

Am i over confident?

Am i holding on the kite too much?

Am i veri demanding?

Am I?

Where i am? i think he also dunno.......

Will he ever read tis? i doubt....

sobz.... :(